Why I have been gone for a year

Kept you waiting huh?

Ive been dealing with a lot of personal stuff this past year: trying to figure out college, finding apartments and really figuring out what my future career would be. I have experimented with youtube and website design and overall, I am not satisfied. I have tried over and over again and I felt like ultimately like I am a failure. So I thought making video games was my way out. However, I have had setbacks, with technology and how my overall games feel. I was starting to really spiral, thinking that these games would be my legacy or that these games determine whether or not I get to live the life I deserve. Until I decided to gamble. From now on, I'm putting all my cards on the table for video game developing as a hobby. Whether I win or lose, I'm gonna have fun. I view everything in life as one casino, and all you can really do is pick which games you are going to play.

TLDR low self esteem led to me not uploading for a year

From, Luis